Nostalgia pt. xx

So I was listening to Something Corporate in the car yesterday, just one song “I want to save you”. I was instantly hit with nostalgia. I don’t know what it is, but music can bring me back to a specific time and place more than certain smells do. I was reminded of things that happened and were said to me before I started listening to that band. It always makes me laugh, memories from my early teen years. I would go into detail, but no one really wants to hear it (that’s what my livejournal was for). Speaking of that, I bet reading those posts would make me laugh a lot now, or sit embarrassed as I re-read how awkward I was (and how I really haven’t changed).
But regardless of what these songs remind me of, and how important it really is to not completely forget things (considering I blocked a solid 80% of it out of my memory) it’s time to keep chugging forward. And here’s to the moment when I can stop anticipating what’s going to happen next and just be happy where I am. I know it’s possible, I’ve felt it recently, I just want it back.